Love Dilemma … (My STORY).. I Need Your Advice…..
I would rather remain anonymous. I am so in need of desperate advise right now. It is about my relationship with my boyfriend. I got into this relationship like over a year ago. When the relationship started I was not actually in love with him and I told him no sex so he agreed, I decided to give him a try and along the line I found myself falling in love with him, in fact I bless the day I said I would agree to go into a relationship with him, he is among the best partner a lady could ever ask of, trust me this is not a lady who is just in love, this is a lady that has been into heart breaking relationships and I know for sure what I am saying this guy loves me so much that I am scared of breaking his heart. The funny part is that he has never asked me for sex before though we do the whole smooching thing, but anytime we get close to ‘you know’ doing the thing for some reasons he would ask me if I am ready and I would say no, and with that reply he would smile and tell me he loves me. This made me love him more and sometimes I wish he didn’t ask me and just go ahead with the whole thing.. … Anyways to cut the long story short, he confessed to me that I am older than him with the range of two years…. And for some reasons this has really been disturbing me …. Though I did not believe him at first cos he acts too way matured, but I confirmed it at looking at one of his id card… Now this is really bothering me .. this is a guy that indirectly talks to me about marriage, and I do not know why but since the day I found out that he is 2 years younger than I am, I have not really been able to picture out if a marriage is going to be possible at all self because even if I want to go with it, my parents are definitely going to go against it. I do not want to loose him. I do not know what to do.. please I need advise.